self portrait? What to wear, what to wear.... so much soul, but then again, there's so many spirits!? so much perception, and perceptions of that.... may be the black one?
...Yeah, i sucked my nose in so it looks a little Billy Halleck (after Lempke). Don't worry, it's there. You'll get it if you didn't. Anyways, hows about that refreshing dose of self-confidence, aye? It's funny, like, I'll be wondering what to wear sometimes. Not all the time. Definitely not most of the time, but some of the time. Only because if i choose to be seen, which, yes, IS optional... then i'm gonna need an outfit that allows people to get past the whole "It's a almost 6 foot Cartoon Clown right there with an afro...." because almost immediately after this stating of the obvious, comes the judgment... "I wonder what it's gonna do!?! OMG OMG OMG OMG!" No one looks at Middle-Aged Indian Women that way. In fact, I'd say that middle aged Indian women have got one of the broadest passes in the world. They're virtually free of judgments. Young ones, meh. Old ones, there's that gypsie thing, no matter what kind of "Indian" you are, it might come up. Thanks a lot Hollywood. But Middle Aged Indian Women... I'd like to be one for a day here. Just to test drive that, see what it's like. Go into a walmart or a gap or forever 21 or something and just shop with no one looking twice. Go into a hood restaurant, and a classy one, and any one in between... and it's normal. I bet a middle aged Indian woman could even go to a klan rally and it wouldn't be such a big deal. Yes, the Ku-Klux or Wu-Tang... doesn't matter what Clan. The Klan McLeoud even. Wrath of Klan. All of them... They'd be more hospitable, more open to it. And Jewish people are the same complexion as the people under the sheet! Imagine that John Lennon... Imagine... THAT. Complexion for the protection, but still not the acception, so the rejection in the other direction.
Accept is a word, not Acception. Dig on that. I made up a word, and you know just what i meant. I didn't even speak it. You did. How many words were just sounds someone made with their mouth, and someone got the gesture or idea they were trying to communicate, and so it became a word. I'm thinking all of the words were like that. In all of the languages. Which is interesting because it's the same intentions being expressed by different cultures, only they make different sounds with their mouths, so it's different words even though its the same word. In the beginning was the word. Just throwing that out there. It'd be much cooler, too, this whole conversation... if i was a middle aged Indian woman. I bet they don't even have to look like pop-stars and magazines. They can look like any race, which is odd because i should say they could look like any style of the human race or any culture in the human race... if they could look like any race they could look like penguins and not be catholic but actual avian race members.... but whatever, they'd still look like them. They wouldn't be trying to "BE" someone else. That's a cool thing. I wonder what countries are more accepting of clowns, or without the makeup more accepting of just regular black guys (well i'm a cartoon, so i don't know how regular that is, but ok) than they are middle aged Indian women? Those countries are evil. Bwahahahahaaaaaa. Middle aged Indian women can do any drug they want, and not get wasted. Just lightly floaty, while looking perfect on any and every beach. You can stand them next to any man or woman or child... and they just fit. They actually improve the people you stand next to them. Physically, and mentally. The health benefits are insane, you skin and vision clear up... chakras unblock.... you can speak french. Frickin FRENCH, MAN!!
Anyways, what's the best era of music? A lot of folks go the 80's and 90's. There was a lot going on in the 80's. Then again, there's always a lot going on. Thru it all, the people evolve. Think of the horrible fucked up racist shit they had on tv, especially cartoons, back in the silver screen era! All that stuff is still out there but they put a disclaimer on it to kiss ass. It's not worth it. That's like going from saying "I hate you motherfuckers and i'm gonna kill you and your disgusting lazy ass kids..." to saying "I reeaally dislike you and your sexual misconduct with mothers, and i'm going to [blank space or bleep] your not so desired and lower frequency in action and understanding and application of drive offspring..." You know what they said! Don't sugar coat, especially sugar coating hate. That's some bullshit. How do you politically correctly tell someone "fuck off i hate you bastards." IT DOESN'T MATTER HOW! They still know what you were saying, no matter how cute you were making it. No matter how flashy the words, or how much Blacks Law Dictionary you flip the meanings and translations into or out of, you said "Fuck off i hate you bastards..." Period. This country's too into sales. They're trying to sell you hate. Make it acceptable and marketable. Because as soon as something is accepted, they're gonna sell it. They'll push it if it's not acceptable until it is, and then sell it. What's the plan for all that money? What are they gonna use it for? "They" whoever they are. I hope they're n--(yes, i'm going there)-- hope they're not middle aged Indian women, because whatever it is, they'll get away with it. If you had a sim or avatar, who was a middle aged Indian woman, she'd never die or get old. And maybe even slightly glow... perfectly... in the dark and in the sun.
I got a lot of family of different backgrounds. It happens. Hasn't happened to you? Keep living. You'll get there. Anyways, so one of my sisters who's middle-eastern, but she's really just her because she's really american, but the cool parts, not the bullshit... she was telling me how some folks call middle eastern people, indians, turks, stuff like that... call 'em "sand niggers". I don't even know what to make of that. That's where middle aged Indian women become Wonder Woman, and have not only a free pass worldwide, but also a license to kill. I'd trust wholeheartedly in their discernment and discretion or indiscretion. Just as long as they ain't afraid of clowns, man, we're good. I think Lucy Liu is really a middle aged Indian woman. There's a... I dunno... a perfect thing there. Yeah, judging the book by what i think the cover is, but still... Maybe Lucy Lawless too. Anyways, point is fool me once you can't be fooled again!
I said in a song once, "This shiny suit of armor's just a hoodie my grandma got me before she passed away..." No, my grandma wasn't a middle aged... Indian woman... no. But, we all have things we cloak ourselves with, because the world isn't so accepting of everyone that's not a middle aged Indian woman. But here's the kicker... It IS that accepting, because the PEOPLE make it that way! That's how we all get along! That's why you don't need to get that plastic surgery to look like a frickin middle aged Indian woman. It's ok. We're gonna make it. Our body mods, added colors and dye jobs, our cuts and stitches, scars and tats and scrapes, our added limbs and loss of them, every fiber of our being inside and out is this pulse of magic and energy and intention. YOU, motherfucker, are amazing. There's like a couple BILLION people on the planet and no two are the same. Even doppelgangers are raised differently. They might look like you in some ways a great deal, but they don't have the whole package. Lucy Liu has the whole package. SANTA CLAUS has ALL of the whole packages. Maybe even UPS is processing the whole package... but that package is you. If you're in custody at ups, feel free to call Santa Clause or Lucy Liu so you'r released. Or just show them you ID as a middle aged Indian woman.
The red one. Yeah? Yeah. I like your style Morpheus. You dreamer you.
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